AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Ok, so now that I got that out... I'm going to go berzerk! My trip to germany is probably going to be cancelled. High school seems like it's never going to end. The weather is ceaselessly taunting me with flashes of sunlight and then laughing maniacally as it dumps freezing rain on my head. I've gained 10 pounds. My medieval fighting group is totally ignoring all my opinions when it comes to our form of government. I have soooo much hmwk. We had a really stressful euthanasia at work today. And I might not get to see Josh until Saturday.

Sigh... I need a hug.