Blood lust! I'm really pissed at the world! I want to break something. I want to hurt someone. Or maybe I just want to hurt myself... I don't like feeling this way. There is an feeling like acid bubbling up inside me. It burns and turns everything it touches rotten. It's filled my heart and I don't want it inside me anymore. I just want to rip it out, to feel my blood trickle out of the wound.

Where has this anger come from? Please tell me so that I can banish it back there before it hurts me more.
I'm so alone... Someone severed my connection with the world, with myself, with my heart...
So alone...