I realized today that Josh really makes me feel great about myself. The way he holds me, the way he kisses me, the way he honestly cares about me... He is such a great boyfriend. I know I've known this all along but my mind never took the time just to enjoy it. I was always too busy waiting for something special and wonderful to happen that I was missing out on the fact that everything that he is is special and wonderful. And for awhile it bothered me that he didn't surprise me or write me poetry or do things that I find romantic that much but he honestly loves me and pampers me.
He is all I'll ever need.
And I love him with all my heart.
And I always will.
Come what may.