Last night was very enjoyable. I really just enjoy the simplicity of hanging out with a group of people I like. I love having friends again. I love joking around. I love backrubs offered without a question and I love the fact that Ray just turned into putty in my hands. I was beginning to think maybe he didn't really like me and all that stuff he said at the campout was just due to drunkeness... But I think maybe he is just shy about this kind of thing. He really comes across as an ass sometimes but I do think he means it good heartedly. I'd definitely like to get to know him better.

My shoulders are actually feeling kinda loose today after Kurt's backrub last night. They are rather sore though... but in a good way. It's been so long since I've had a good one, I had forgotten what is felt like to have loosened muscles.

Hmmm.... I'm going to dinner with Nitzche on wednesday night sometime before or after practice and I have no clue where I want to go to eat... Decisions, decisions. This should be fun!

Huggles and back rubs for everyone!