My emotions are always intense and I am a very passionate person so when I am happy, I shine! But the higher I go, the harder I fall and when I am feeling low it is like digging my way out of quicksand. What I really need in order to maintain my last shreds of sanity is a little balance. So here is my contemplation of life, the universe, and every other random thing I feel like balancing on my fingertips for a few moments.
I feel like there is a storm cloud sitting over my head. I can't seem to communicate with anyone, it's like I'm on a different wavelength and I can't stand the static it's causing. I need to get out of the house but have no where to go and nothing to do and no way to get there.
posted by Hannah @ 7:54 PM
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I'm seeking to find a little balance within myself and perhaps within the universe along the way.
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Ohmygod, I spent two hours today arguing with that man, trying to explain what's going wrong....and he boiled it down to a broke a promise and borrowed money without telling him because I couldn't pay a bill. I could just frickin' SCREAM. I should not have to keep notes to have a conversation in a relationship!
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH I'm gonna run away and be a pirate.
Yarrrrr....
Don't be sad, Hannah! I'm so sorry life is shitty right now, though I must admit I laughed when I read about your mom attacking the poor guy's character because his car broke down; that's the same sort of bizarre crap my parents come out with. I said to them a while ago that Kevan's heat went out in his dorm and he was miserable and they both went off about how I was irresponsible for having friends so stupid and irresponsible that they would stay in a dorm without heat in winter and did not pack warmly enough and how naive that was and how he was so spoiled if he couldn't hack it ... etc. It's absurd; I'm convinced parents mean well but have been launched into paranoia by a dangerous world.
I hope you hang in there and that things get better soon. You are the Gaia to my Captain Planet; we must unite to save the world! Many huggles for you.
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