Delicious Failure

Well... I gave up on the whole "nothing but studying" campaign in favor of a new, more caring "lot of studying with fun social outings scattered in between" campaign. I have yet to see whether or not this will be effective. I guess it all depends on whether I actually enforce the studying during the between times. So far so good, mostly...

I had a good time at practice. However, it always seems that when I leave social situations I am left craving something more. Something is missing in my life and I just wish I knew what it was. Perhaps it is just a sense of not knowing when I will get to be with my friends again as I often go long periods of time with no real satisfying contact. But that doesn't make sense because I know I'll see them all Saturday and Sunday evening both (so long as I've made sufficient progress studying). Or perhaps it is triggered by my desire for a more meaningful relationship.

Oh well, none of it matters in lieu of studying...
Why hello comparative vertebrate morphology text, what pretty pictures of body parts you have. What? You'ld like me to memorize 600 of them for the final next Wednesday. But I don't know if I want to do that... No! You can't make me!

I feel so violated.