Smile?

*Smacks self for indulging in self pitying post of depression* Do not worry, I have spared you all from wading through my mental misery today. I had about two pages typed of me whining about how sad and scared I was until I realized just how pathetic it sounds. I need to get over myself and my worries and move on with living. The future will come whether I shed tears on my pillow tonight or not and so help me world, I am going to make it what I need it to be. Just like I always do. It doesn't matter that I am lonely and bored tonight. It doesn't matter that I may not see Brandon for another week. It doesn't matter that life is hard or school is hard and I never have enough money. All that matters is that I take advantage of what the world throws at me. Because if I can't change it then why the hell let it affect me?

Hell yea for positive thinking!
Huggles
~me (I'm really trying here...)