Ok so scratch that crappy blog from earlier off the record. That's so not me. I really am pretty lucky. My life isn't nearly as bad as it seems sometimes. Sure, it's not a walk in the park, and there are a lot of things that could make it better and easier, but I have a lot. I have great friends, a family who tries their darndest, a wonderful boyfriend who I love very much, a great job, a decent school that though while is very challenging at the moment is better preparing me for the rest of life, a great hobby which I will partake in again soon, and a lot of potential to get somewhere in this world. I hate when I get depressed. I mean, why can't everyone be happy and healthy and succeed all the time. But then again, if the bad never happened then we would never appreciate the good. There is nothing in this world so difficult that it ccan't be worked through. There is always a way out, a light at the end of the tunnel so long as we are willing to look for it and to ask for help along the way.

Well I'm off to do my homework and memorize my songs for solo auditions...
Huggles and hope for sunshine soon!