La lalala. I'm so happy it's like 76 degreeeeeees outside today. I really really really want to go to practice!!!!! And am so very tempted to at least stop by there for a bit. But I don't know how Kurt will react.

So Kurt pulled an April Fool's joke on everyone yesterday.... He posted that he was upset and was going to quit rausumea and stuff. And stupid me, not thinking what day it was or anything emailed him telling him that I was there if he needed to talk. Well, he emailed me back telling me that it was just a joke and then bluntly stated that as for talking to me, No thank you. ouch, stupid me for ever thinking... well for thinking that I could do anything right. sigh

But I really want to go to practice because it is the only way that I will get to see Josh at all today. And I really, really, really want to see him especially after that doomed trek to Kent last night where we got lost and finally made it to Dave's house 20 minutes after Josh had left. Sigh, that sucked.

Blarg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to go get dressed and do something outside, I don't know what but something!

Huggles