Am I a bad person? I don't feel like one.... But I feel like I should feel like a bad person... Does not feeling like one make me an even worse person? And the worst part is, I don't think I regret it. But that's bad! I'm a bad person. Maybe if I keep telling myself this then I'll feel bad like I should and I won't do it again. Sigh... I don't feel like a horrible person... but I do feel like punching a wall.

I love you Josh... I always will.