Be gone from this form grumpy one, be gone! I've been in an on and off bad mood for the past 24-48 hours and I feel really bad about it. But I've been trying! Maybe it's just not enough sleep, (Josh!), or too much stress,(sigh). But it will be fixed, because I said so!

Alternatively, things at my job are getting really interesting. Instead of Dr. Price getting on my nerves and my co-workers being nice, my co-workers are being truds and Dr. Price is complimenting me and going out of her way to be nice to me. =) It's kinda interesing. Though I really hope we hire someone else soon because I really need the second weekend of August off because I really want to do both weekends of the Renn. Faire.

I'm REALLY excited about the Renn. Faire! I know I freaked out for awhile, but I know I'm gonna love it. I've been thinking about my character a bit. And Ssara even wants me to lead a bit of the show. Yay me!

I just want to state for the record, that I love life! I know a lot of people shove their schedules full of stuff to help them feel less empty, to give them more meaning in their life... But lately I've been thinking a lot and really have realized that it's the little things in between that make life bright. Like looking at a tree and realizing how sheerly alive it is. Or seeing the beauty in clouds or a sunset. Or just hanging with your friends. And especially whispered I love you's and soft caresses. There is so much meaning in my life that I'm bursting to the brim. Sometimes I just stop and look at my surroundings and am so happy that I have to laugh out loud! I want to scream so everyone can hear that I LOVE LIFE!!! I want to share my happiness with everyone so they all know what it is really about. And I want to bottle it so I would never be sad again.

May your heart always be full to the brim and may you always see the beauty in the life around you.
Huggles!