Yea, so, drivers ed.... I finally got off my ass and started it. I finished my second class today, six more to go. Woohoo, 4 hours of mindless droning about obvious saftey tips for drivers. The class caters to the common denominator of intelligence, the humor is dry, and the creepy nerd who insists on sitting next to me is hitting on me... sigh... Must get liscense though.

Sigh... I think I need to stop expecting so much. I crave too much attention. I don't want to be high maintenance, I just want to feel loved and not constantly bored. I'm jealous of a video game and cards. Hah! Now, that's pathetic. Most guys ignore girls for other girls. I feel ignored because of games... Maybe I should paste myself on a piece of cardboard and give myself an attack/defense value... No, that's not fair. Josh gives me plenty of attention, I just want too much sometimes... I need to try harder to be more understanding and less needy. I just... I love him so much. I would do anything for him. I just need to know I make him happy...

Sigh...
~Needy, clingy Huggles...
I'm going to go snuggle with my puppy.