God, what a shitty day... I haven't cried so much in so long. And I don't even know where to begin... so I won't. I just wanted to let out that I hurt... I'm tired... I feel sick to my stomach... I am more stressed out then I ever remember being and I don't know how much longer I can take it. But I'm almost done with this semester, let's just hope I don't fuck up in the little time I have left. Oh, but look, more stress.

And I'm tired... oh so tired... When do I get that much unreturned attention bestowed upon me? When do I get to be clutched and lheld and gratified in warm, smooth pockets of love? I'm just so pent up. But maybe that is my fate, it seems to have become my essence in this past few months...

Oh god how I pray for a sweet release. Let this pain and this trapped chaos go from my body, please dwell here no more! I beg of thee, give me some break from the storm... *breaks down and cries*

Huggles I guess...