Shit. I'm awestruck. I don't even know what to think. So I met someone last night that threw my world into the spin cycle. Just when I had copme to terms with not having someone, not being physical, not caring too much... Bam! I think I wrote him into existence. It's got to be too good to be true. It was a dream, but I swear I didn't go to sleep. How did I end up kissing a stranger? Fuck, he gets me. And he is so much that I want... He adores animals, he is intuitive, he's wonderfully intelligent, he's intense, he sings, He wants to visit three main places in the world: Australia, Scotland, and Africa. He can't stand a normal job, loves to cook, has green eyes, is wiccan, reads energy, reads me like a book, is wonderful with his hands, sensually intense... I don't know what to think except for fuck! why are you 30! I need to slow down, clear my head, and take a step back. I am not ready for another relationship yet. I don't want a rebound. I want to explore life. There are other people that I've come to care for already too that I'm not ready to stop being with. I want to hang out with Nitzche and Madog more. I don't want a boyfriend right now. I don't want the stress. But, he isnt ready for a relationship either. So we'll settle with: I made a great new friend last night. I can't wait to learn more about him.