I'm feeling somewhat contemplative tonight. I haven't decided whether this is a good thing or not, usually it leads to a sad mood but I have already forbidden that so we will see whether this new law holds jurisdiction. I just am simply frustrated about my world and the people around me. I want to understand everything because in understanding it I will know how to make it better. It saddens me when my friends bicker, when people drift apart, when life is held with such low regard and blown out with the casual air of a candle's meager flame. I wish I could show people the way I see the world sometime, let them see through my eyes in those moments when the sky blazes and the world shines and life is overwhemingly precious. Sigh, I wish I could always see the world that way too... But perhaps it is true that without the bad the good is not as grand, without the rain you'll never have a rainbow.
There simply need to be more rainbows to balance out the storms. So let the sun shine through your tears...
Huggles.
ps... I miss Em, she's always so great to talk to especially when I'm in this sort of mood...
posted by Hannah @ 11:36 PM
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et says:
::Attack huggles Hannah:: ::pouts::
This not seeing you everyday bit sucks. I have dropped off the face of the Earth momentarily, having been ill and thoroughly engulfed in "Wicked." I should warn you I've never just read a book in my life; it's sort of a fully absorbed or nothing deal. This is a really random beginning to a comment. It's sort of hard to stay on task right now with the surreal nature of the tragedy that is so immense yet feels so distant to all we know . . . regardless, I know how you feel, that if you could only pull all the little pieces apart and see what they're made of and how they fit together, maybe you could re-assemble humanity a little better.
There need to be more rainbows, maybe we need to look a little harder. As we are going to change the world, we can make our own, damnit. I decree that all is well. Ha! Anyway, I adore you; be happy! Write some funny poetry about depression!
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