Winter Wearied

I am feeling so incredibly out of phase today. One minute I'm elated and then the next I've got tears in my eyes without completely knowing why... Maybe I'm just tired.

And I've got this overwhelming feeling of loneliness which is really strange since I'm currently talking to several friends... Like I'm waiting for something or someone and I just keep getting stood up.

Sigh, I dreamt about being at Ragnarok last night. It was wonderful... And not even just the awesome people and fighting and fun... But the deep green grass and sunshine and endless blue sky and birds singing and water flowing and warmth and laughter and barefeet and .... spring ... summer. I'll be back to my spritely old self once I get some sunshine on my winter wearied face...

And maybe a hug....

Sigh.