Feasted and yet so Starved...

It has been a very pleasant evening. All my senses are content. I delighted my taste buds with feasting, shrimp and lemon meringue pie being the high points. I socialized with family. I entertained myself with good movies.

But there is something... A desire crawling under my skin. A yearning for something I can't have. I haven't quite put a finger on it yet. I am so tightly wound this evening. Very jumpy and easily set off. Something is missing and it is slowly eating me inside.

Sigh...