Blarg

I am not having a very good week. At the moment I feel as if my heart is trying to dig its way out of my body so it can find an appropriately dark crevace and fill it with tears. Sigh, I cannot wait until next week is over. I will be elated beyond words. Nothing I have done this semester has been good enough. I just can't win. The failure is almost over. Soon it will simply be something I put behind me and learn from in the ultimate after school special fashion. I am so tired and feel so hopeless.