Moving On

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Moving on, my stress over organic chemistry has to be put on hold until monday. I am meeting with my prof at 1 and then my advisor right afterwards. We shall see what comes of it. I cannot decide if I would be happier if they tell me to stick it out or if they want me to drop the class. If I stick it out, it would avoid the humilation of quitting. However, if I can't pull up my grade, my gpa will suffer and I may lose my scholarship. If I drop the class there may be repercussions for my scholarship, my transcripts, and I will definitely owe some money. But it also would mean that I could pick up fridays at work so that would make them happy and bring in more money for me. Not to mention then I could just start over fresh with o chem 1 next semester and I know I would kick its butt. I think I just missed on building that foundation last semester so everythin I am trying to learn now is shaky as a result. Oh well, we shall see.

In better news, I have moved past the stages of depressed, hopeless, and numb and into the bitter annoyed state. Thus stated, please be aware that any bitchiness directed towards you in the next few days is displaced and unintentional and I apologize ahead of time.

I am highly annoyed that the professor that I work for cannot get organized enough to let me know what he wants my schedule to be. A simple email letting me know when to come in today might have been nice. But no... so here I am waiting for him to be ready and wasting time when I could ahve planned to do it another day and been doing something more useful now. But hey, I am still thankful for the job and the experience. I just wish I could feel more like an assisstant researcher and less like a burden on him.

Sigh and attempts at smiling.
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