So here I am, back in the world of life, and things seem better. It seems to me that the only place where I have trouble shining is in my own house... It feels inundated with negative energy which assaults me upon entry. Maybe I need to move out... It is probably a manifestation of all the personal frustrations and pains I've released there over the years. Not to mention I am effectivley isolated there and have very little stimulus to release me from my maniacal ponderings.