Mmmmm... I just took the loveliest bath! All hot and bubbly. It was exactly what I needed. I feel so much more in tune with the universe now.

I find it very interesting/frustrating/perplexing how much physicality has an effect upon my emotional state. I guess it makes sense though as humans are a social animal and are hardwired to search out contact. Additionally it only makes sense that when your body is pleased it releases endorphins and hormones that affect your brain positively in order to reinforce the recurrence of the pleasing activity. Is it not curious though that the body's greatest reward is reserved for sex? No, I guess it isn't that unusual when you consider that scientifically and evolutionarily the most important thing for an individual is to reproduce. Damnit. I'm screwed... Well, not currently rather... lol nevermind. My own body is working against me. One of these days I'll figure out exactly how to deal with this lust vs love thing. My brain and my body are often battling against each other and I don't know who to listen to... Most often brain wins out but this leads to great frustration and stress... Maybe I should simply remove temptation? Or should I relax and see where life takes me and enjoy myself along the way?

I think I'll just see where life takes me and decide from there.

Huggles!