Ignorance Would Truly be Bliss Tonight.

I find myself chronically distracted this evening. I simply cannot concentrate on the priority at hand. I have an amazingly important organic chemistry exam tomorrow that will basically determine my grade and I NEED TO STUDY...

However, I am stuck in the Student Union until 8pm and currently there is:

A large group of screaming girls behind me. I hate screaming girls.

A group a people playing DnD next to me that I find myself compulsively drawn towards. It has been forever since I have played... And I find it slightly strange how similar most of the people who play are... I keep listening and hearing them say things that makes me whip my head around thinking they are my friends.

And then Drew is professing his love to me as always. I am highly flattered and I definitely like him, but we live to far apart for me to even consider going through the stress of it right now.

And then... Lanth is falling apart about Scroll dieing and I'm trying to comfort her over im... But I just feel so numb to the subject at the moment. I am in pretty good terms with the balance of life and death currently so while it does make me sad that he is gone, it doesn't throw the whole world out of sync... And besides, I can't let myself fall apart right now because I HAVE to do well on this test... Once I turn it in then I can fall to pieces, but only until 1 because then I have to start my new job.

I need to up my level in my ignore skill because it feels like my brain is being pulled in a dozen different directions... I really just want to curl up in someone's arms and cry.

Wow... its like almost 8 now, guess I gotta pack up and go home... and continue studying... sigh.