Major Malfunction

Major unhappy thought for the day :
Why is it that every single damn time I think I did well on a test, I actually suxored?! It's like stress is a crucial part of my success process and if I'm not ripping my hair out as I do something academic then it will automatically suck. I was so confident about this last organic chemistry test but when we got the grades back I was dissapointed to find I had gotten a C. Yea I know, at least I passed, but I need to do better to keep my GPA up. If it drops much more I'll lose my scholarship and then I don't know what the fuck I'll do. *deep breath*

Major happy thought:
No withdrawal symptoms today! Hopefully that means that I am over it. =) I am triumphant, though my Mum did mention that I was a little uneven but when have I ever been completely straight? ;)

Not so major unhappy thought:
I have been complaining for the last month that the rest of my faction has failed to show up to a single practice and I have been left to fight alone. So, the one day I fall asleep and don't go to practice, they all show up! Grrrr....

Major enough happy thought:
Hopefully that means that they will start showing on a regular basis though and what's more, they have agreed to the unofficial alliance with Yorkshire that I have been wanting. And they are giving us cookies! It's a win-win situation. =)

Tayblage like cookie!

Huggles!