Sighs ((not so contented))

I am feeling very restless today. No matter what I try to concentrate on, I lose interest and simply feel as if there is something else I ought to be doing. Maybe it is the time of year... Maybe it is the fact that I feel I've accomplished nothing in life. Maybe I just feel eternally lonely as if there is a hole in me that nothing can fill.

Random thought for the day...
I was cleaning my room and noticed the faerie bear Josh gave me years ago when we were dating. He was so proud of it. It's one of those build a bears and it even has a little sound box of his voice saying Hello Love. It's like a little bubble of his love frozen in time. Holding it I realized that I never really thanked him enough for it. I was always too caught up in figuring out how I could make him happier that I never truly appreciated the little things he did for me. At first it hurt me to remember the love that I had lost, but the more I thought about it, the less I could be sad about having put more love into the world even if that love wasn't meant to last. I just wish I had done more to thank him for loving me.

Huggles to the world. We could all use more love.