I Could But I Won't

I could sit here and complain about every little thing that is weighing on my heart this evening. I could vent and rant until I turned blue and made you believe that life was no longer worth living. I could just break down and fall apart and beg for your support. But I decided ahead of time not to. I have whined enough to all my friends this evening and they have helped me so immensely. I truly do appreciate everyone of you! I do not know what I would do without you all.

And no worries, I will be ok. Especially once I get past this organic chemistry test and get some sleep.

And once I convince myself again that I am happy on my own and that those who do not care about me do not matter and that I am truly beautiful on both the inside and the outside and I can accomplish anything that I put my mind to. Simple things right? Piece of cake!

Sigh and huggles
~me!