Happy Fucking New Year!!!

((I know, my language, my mind... lol))

What a way to bring in the new year. Last night's party kicked some major ass. It didn't go at all how I had percieved it would originally but I really think that is for the best. A so called friend was exposed for who he really is and I became a lot closer to some who genuinely care. I have a resolution for the new year to love myself more. Whatever it takes, I want to become a person that I am completely in love with. I want to lose weight first of all. I know it sounds terribly cliche to not love myself just because I'm fat and I wish it were not true, but time to face the fact that it bothers me and it inhibits me from enjoying life to the fullest. Not to mention I really want to (need to?) be in better shape for the rest of my life that I have planned.

So world! What do you have in store for me for this new year of 2006? Bring it on!

I hope it brings you many returns of past happinesses and some new ones as well.
I love you all with a passion and am eternally grateful that you have graced my life with your friendship.

Yay for the first Huggles of 2006!!!
~me!