Off Balance

I am feeling slightly left of center today. I managed to forget that I had a lecture class for my lab this morning and missed a quiz. That's a beautiful 0/20 points that I will be hurting for. I feel very woozy and dizzy and hope that it is merely me being exhausted and far too much a girl for my own good.

My sister attempted to have a civil conversation with me today and I attempted to play nice in return. I was seething mad when I saw her pointing at Brandon the other day at practice as if to mock me. But I pretended not to see her and refuse to play her games for attention. I spent too much of the past few years trying to understand why she freaked everytime I hung out with Asher and will not be intimidated thusly anymore. On a related note, I am excited that by this time tomorrow night I shall have seen my boy again. Last night I dreamt that I met his mother and got a nosebleed. Highly bizarre yes, but when I awoke I could not help but smile knowing I was thinking of him. Currently trying not to stress over the fact that I do not know exactly how I am getting to D's from school tomorrow, or when. But I will figure it out as always. If all else fails I will take the bus though if it is after evolution class, it will be rather late... I feel very lonely all of the sudden for some strange reason.

I think sleep will do me well this evening. I hope desperately that I am not forgetting anything else assignment wise... The end of the semester is flying up and I am slightly worried about finals and such. They are in two weeks! I can hardly believe that I am almost a senior in college. The worst part is that school is the last thing I want to concentrate on currently as I have this lovely new distraction in my life. But I am confident that I will do my best and succeed as usual. *I think*

Huggles and may the morrow pass swiftly
~me!