*shining* My choir director gave me an awesome compliment today! We were working on choreography for our last show of the year and he was telling people to be more animated and act like they meant it and no one really was. So he was like "Ok, everyone stop. Look at Hannah there, even in a crowd surrounded by people she still stands out and lights up the room with her face. She is a good actress!" Yay! and from Mr. Bianchi that is a huge thing! It just made my day.

Shining Huggles!
I'm off to beat people with foampadded sticks!

I'm sitting in school as usual and fro some reason, the guy who looks just like my boyfriend is sitting right over there. This is driving me nuts! I want Josh now! Lol. He talks the same way, walks the same way, moves the same way, he's as tall as Josh though a little pudgier and his hair's a little longer, he even dresses the same way as Josh. Grrr... I want my Josh not this lame imposter.

Yea, so Quade is evil! He gave me B on my project! After all the work I put in on it! Garr! I don't even know why I try so hard anymore...

Well, Huggles! I get to see Josh later!

Yea so after running all these scenes at Rebecca's house, we were a little more than halfway done and it's midnight. We then book it over to Denny's on 18 because Keith works there and he said it'd be cool if we filmed more there. So we're finally on the last scene and it's one where a drunk guy gets arrested... And we're going over lines when Keith walks up with a cop! He'd asked her to play the role of the cop in our scene! Lol so yea... she arrested fake drunk Rebecca and it turned out great! The whole film was hilarious. Then Keith got us free food and then we went home. What a night. But I learned a lot. First, people from my school aren't all bad and yea, they can even be fun sometimes. Second, when you open up and let loose, the world starts to shine again. Third, Mr.Quade is evil. Fourth, the play "Our Town" is pointless. Fifth, I really don't like Medina. And sixth, if I don't get a good grade on this presentation after all the work put into it, I will have a fit!!!!! Oh and seventh, I love Josh. I was bragging about him to my group and they are all super jealous. =)

Yea, and my high school... STUPID!!! Ya know how Josh was supposed to fax me the out of school guest application and I was afraid he had forgotten? (I'm sorry for doubting you even for an instant by the way) Yea they pulled me out of class to day to give it to me... Two days after they'd gotten it... and lost it... Blarg! Gotta love my high school.

Ok well, The woods are lovely dark and deep but I have promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep and miles to go before I sleep!
Huggles!

So yesterday, I could I seen my boyfriend, I could have gotten chores done around the house, I could have gotten extra homework done, I could have just lazed around and slept, I could have enjoyed a good book, I could have exercised... But instead I was ripped from my visions of teenage lollygagging and made to work with my peers on an evil projest for school. So first of all, we had to acquire a video camera. Now, after driving around to people's houses and calling everyone we knew all with the driver and his girlfriend constantly making out, we talked our friend Debbie into letting us use her camera. This wasted two hours of my life. Actually I won't call it a waste. It really was rather amusing and hey Rachel and Keith weren't that bad about it anyway, they just made me want Josh really badly. Then, we went back to the square to film the first part of our video. At this point it is dusk and we couldn't see anything in the background anyways... Just me talking and waving my hands. Lol. After the square we head to Rebecca's house to film the next part. In the driveway, with very little light. So again, me, talking and waving arms in front of a dark background. Lol again. Bad lighting and terrible cue lines. Then the actual acting... eh... So we run the scenes one by one making sure to analyze every detail of each character's lines in between. Fianlly we are halfway through our script and decide to watch what we have so far. Mind you this is at 11:30 at night on a Sunday and we have already been working for hours as is. We pop the tape in and yea there's me talking and waving my arms... and then the acting and then... the camera cuts out... The battery died!!! So we had to rerun practically all the acting scenes!!!! What a night. Have to go now, in school but more on last night's adventure later.

I love Josh. I love me. I love the world. I love spring. I love sunshine. I love... love! hehe I'm a little giddy right now. Josh is a total sweetie. He is so great and makes me feel so wonderful. Everyone should experience this wonderful feeling called love.

Huggles and love!