So... I cut my hair. A lot. Like a foot of it. It's all pixieish and spunky now. I love it and so does Josh! I donated it to Locks of Love. =)

Oh, and I got the job at the zoo! It is awesome! my co-workers are so much fun and it totally rocks! And I've been taking blood samples at the vet too, and apparently I'm really good at it. Dr. Price is so happy with me!

BTW... I love Josh.

Huggles
Me!

Let the rain come and wash it away
Streaming down my life
In salty waves and rivulets

Let the sun warm my face again
Shining on my life
In beams and glimmers

Let my love find his way to me
Healing now my heart
With soothing words and whispers


I so badly want to call you right now but I won't because I know it won't do any good. It will only make me more upset and you forlorn. I love you. I miss you even this very instant. But I feel that we should be in a deeper place in our relationship right now. I can see myself marrying you, having children with you, loving you forever... Do you want that? I know we have a long time before we HAVE to think about it but I want to have the bond now that we'll need then. I NEED that bond now... But apparently I don't have the words to explain that to you because you haven't shared that sentiment.

Sigh. Well, I hope you sleep well...
Huggles...