I'm feeling somewhat contemplative tonight. I haven't decided whether this is a good thing or not, usually it leads to a sad mood but I have already forbidden that so we will see whether this new law holds jurisdiction. I just am simply frustrated about my world and the people around me. I want to understand everything because in understanding it I will know how to make it better. It saddens me when my friends bicker, when people drift apart, when life is held with such low regard and blown out with the casual air of a candle's meager flame. I wish I could show people the way I see the world sometime, let them see through my eyes in those moments when the sky blazes and the world shines and life is overwhemingly precious. Sigh, I wish I could always see the world that way too... But perhaps it is true that without the bad the good is not as grand, without the rain you'll never have a rainbow.
There simply need to be more rainbows to balance out the storms. So let the sun shine through your tears...
Huggles.
ps... I miss Em, she's always so great to talk to especially when I'm in this sort of mood...