A Concatenation of Ponderance

I have reached an interesting emotional duality this past week. I am simultaneously embitteredly unaffected by life and yet the most joyful and free that I have felt in quite a while. I am seeing the world through a new light of reality that I would have once thought would bear down on my soul. But in the contrary, this view of life has given me the cold, hard knowledge that I have been missing. It is the integral key to manipulating the world around me that has been missing from my strategy thus far. Hmmm... more contemplation later...

Simply for the Sake

Simply posting for the sake of posting today. I do not particularly have anything exciting to say. I have felt good about life these past few days. I am working a lot and even though this humidity is dragging on me, I so love my job! My training with the alligator is going well. He is walking into his carrier from 3 feet away on cue on a consistent basis and is even calming down for handling. I am ecstatic! He is making great progress.

This wednesday I am going to have to miss practice. =( But it is for good cause as I will be going to see Dope with Eric. Moshing and music is always good fun. But I shall miss my weekly fighting and friends.

I am off to see if I can actually sleep for once. One would think that with how much work I am putting in, I would be exhausted enough to simply pass out upon hitting the bed. But alas I seem to have developed a bit of insomnia these past few weeks.

Wish me luck
Huggles!