Thursday, February 16, 2006

AAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGG!

So yea, they feng shui has worn off... I am feeling immensely high strung. As in frantic. As in stressed. As in irritated. As in ready to hack somethings friggin head off. Where is a zombies when you need one???

I attempted to make more calls about my internship today and off course no answers as always. I sent emails as well but that tends not to get much response.

I attempted to look into applying for vet school. I think they changed the necessary pre-reqs. Meaning they fucked me over. Also, I have to take my GRE or my MCAT and I am not sure which would be better for me to take and I am insanely intimidated. Why didn't I just go to OSU for prevet??? Then I would have all these resources in hand already! Additionally, I am going to have to retake o chem 1 for it to count for OSU because they dont accept anything under a C. Fuckin C-. I hate my life. Just when I decide that I want to go to vet school again, my whole life falls apart.

On a related note... Failed my first ochem test of the semester. Sometimes I wonder why I even try.

And on top of that I apparently cannot communicate ideas clearly to people because they all seem to get the wrong ideas.

Zombies I can deal with...
Explosions I can deal with...
But life imploding on me, arg!

Damnit I need some sunshine...
Imploding Huggles...

Fresh Attitude

Is it strange that I always feel immensely refreshed after I clean and rearrange my room? It's like the act of moving the furniture and getting rid of old things is symbollic for the same process in my mind. Everything seems so clear. Energy flows. I am at peace. Feng shui anyone???

And by the way Eric, since I know you like to read my blogs... I am not mad at you, you have not "lost any opportunities". You simply managed to annoy me briefly. I am flattered that you care so much and am very excited for the next time we get to hang out.

Huggles
~me!~

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

I am so Wound Up!!!

Today I learned that sushi is very yummy! I had my first real sushi at Sakura in Montrose. I went out with my friend Aaron for valentines day. It was a lot of fun and I got to use chopsticks again. We dressed up and he bought me beautiful red roses and chocolate covered strawberries. What a sweetie. He is tons of fun to hang out with and I am so grateful for having people like him to care about in my life. Plus the backrub was divine. =)

Speaking of great friends, I also had an awesome time hanging out with Eric last Saturday. His ferrets are awesome!

And I am so glad that Dawn and I are hanging out more again, though ultimately it is for a not so peaceful reason. But it is for the best. Yay for best friends and love lasting lifetimes.

I get to dress up again this Friday for the volunteer banquet at the Zoo. I am very excited as there is always amazing food and great people to talk with.

Yay for life
Beware of Zombies
Oooh shiny...

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Mein Lieblings Freunde!

Happy Valentines Day to all those that love me enough to put up with my mental wanderings!!!

I think I am getting sick again... *pouts* I am all sniffly snuffly and exhausted. Though that last one might have to do with the fact that I get very little sleep these days. Last night I boycotted the world and napped for 7 hours. Looks like it didn't help quite enough. I never realized how busy I was until I started trying to schedule time for sleep. How pathetic is that? I very rarely have a morning to sleep in or an evening completely free and as for a full day off, don't even make me laugh! Consider yourself a pretty special friend of mine if I manage to squeeze you into my schedule but also remember why when I have to say I'm sorry I'm just too busy.

Alright, I have been terribly bad about setting time aside for studying lately as well. I guess I ought to go concentrate on that. Though this sinus headache will not make that any easier.

Happy Huggles!!!

Random Fact: Hannah was the fifth most popular little girl name in 2004. Yay for palindromes!!! Though suddenly I do not feel special any more.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Warm and Fuzzy

So tired... and mildly buzzed from taste testing terrible alcohol concoctions. What fun! I think I shall go pass out now.

Floating huggles...