One thing I've seriously taken for granted throughout my life are my teeth. Knock on wood but thus far I have been blessed with wonderful teeth. I'll be the first to admit that I don't take quite the magnitude of care of them as I should... But thus far they have never let me down. However, Ray is not as lucky. He's got a terrible cavity and it is really hurting him. It is killing me not to be able to fix it when I see him in so much agony. I simply don't know what to do! I wish I had the money to simply say that I would pay for him to go to the dentist, but unfortunately I have to pay for my tuition... I hope he can pull together the money soon to go because I'm not sure I can stand it much longer. I can't even kiss him without him wincing... I feel terrible. Well, I guess the root will go dead eventually but... ugh, I just hope he decides to go to the dentist soon.

Wincing Huggles!

It was such a beautiful day today. So much so that it was almost a sin to stay inside. So I tried for the most part not to. I had to wait for 3 hours for my Mom to pick me up so I layed down in the grass to study. I spent some time contemplating an acorn that I found. It was smooth and had a very interesting pattern of stripes all over it. It led me to thinking about the potentiality of life. Then I tried to get back to studying, but a spider crawled onto my lap. So I spent 30 minutes conversing with it and wondering about how much he really was aware of me or not... Then I did actually study for about an hour, but then I feel asleep. When I woke up it was about 15 minutes from when I was to be picked up. Oh well, at least I feel reenergized from all the energy I soaked from the sun.

Sunshiney Huggles!

Ugh... I am very unhappy with myself. I have been falling into some pretty bad habits when it comes to college. I always do around this time of the year. I get a little lazy and do the least amount of work possible, and while it doesn't kill my grades, it doesn't look great either... There is no reason that I shouldn't be getting A's in everything rather than B's in some classes such as biology or chemistry. Time to buckle back down and get back into good study habits. Hopefully this works. I slept through half my classes yesterday as well. I'm not sure if this is becasue I haven't been getting enough sleep or what. I've been sleeping at least 4 hours a night which is pretty decent... But not good enough I guess. Sigh, I'm such a bad student... well I guess you could say I'm a typical college student, but I want to be better. No... I have to be better or I won't be able to stand myself anymore. Time to become Super Hannah again! Da Da DAAAA!

Super Huggles!

Arg, so two times now this computer has simply eaten, chewed up, and digested the posts I've painstakingly constructed to post.... I'm very saddened and frustrated by this. I simply don't have the heart to rewrite them either... oh well.

Unposted huggles!