Eco Freak

Well, let's hope that the reason the ecology test seemed easy is because I did well on it and not because she likes to write tricky questions. I got done in half an hour despite the fact that Dr. Pan said it would take the whole time and our "heads would hurt" afterwards. Perhaps I just avoided overthinking the questions. I fell very confident about it.

I am pulling my hair out looking for my zip card (student id card). I know I had it on monday and cannot fathom what I would have done with it since then... And I feel that it is ludicrous that it costs 15 dollars to replace a crappy piece of plastic. Unfortunately, if I do not find it when I get home tonight, I am going to have to fork over that money tomorrow. I need it to get into the biology research lab to take care of the spiders. Damnit, how do I always manage to get myself into these situations.

I am in a lot of pain today. *pouts* I'm not sure what I did to my wrist yesterday but I was having trouble rotating my sword by the end of practice and I overextended my left knee as well. And on top of my muscles being sore from practice, I of course have to be afflicted by cramps at the same time. Oh I do so love being a girl.

I have so much studying to do but really do not want to do it. (sorry I'm feeling whiney today)
Sigh
Huggles

Mud Slinging!

Yay for awesome practices!

Boo for happy posts disappearing randomly.

Yay for feeling gorgeous and confident!

Boo for sore shoulders and no back rub.

Yay for slipping around in the mud killing things!

Boo for torking my wrist.

Yay for reporter doing feature story on Rausumea in the Plain Dealer!

Boo for having to get up at 6 am necessitating that I go to sleep now.

Yay for huggles!

Emptiness

It has been so long since the last time I spent a day doing absolutely nothing. Somehow the nothingness of today makes me feel ultimately like a failure. Strange how some people can enjoy weeks worth of sloth without an ounce of guilt and I feel like crap after barely a day of it. There is so much I ought to have done today. I ought to have studied. I could have sewn sashes, tabards, garb. I could have been at work or shadowing at the zoo. I could have cleaned out my closet. I could have worked on my proposal for my senior project. I could have worked out. And yet I chose to sit on my arse, nap, and snack all day. I feel like a worthless individual and yet this has become my worst habit for free time. I am simply not motivated to study. I need to find something to focus on. Especially since my career future appears rather nebulous at the moment.

I will succeed this semester. I have to.
Off to bed, I'll do better tomorrow.
Huggles
~me!