Jumbled
so tired
bronchitis?
job good
missed friends
miss friends
Sunday dinner!
boy oh boy
flirting?
so confused!
yes and no
ochem
oh my
just want
Huggles
My emotions are always intense and I am a very passionate person so when I am happy, I shine! But the higher I go, the harder I fall and when I am feeling low it is like digging my way out of quicksand. What I really need in order to maintain my last shreds of sanity is a little balance. So here is my contemplation of life, the universe, and every other random thing I feel like balancing on my fingertips for a few moments.
so tired
Yesterday I funneled a lot of stress filled energy into some kick arse fighting and feel amazing today because of it. I was running full stream and agressive and even got shield bashed several feet! Wooh go Talic! I haven't fought this hard core for quite a while and realize now what I have been missing. My goal for practices from now on is just to be as hard and fast hitting as possible.
I feel rejuvenated. Standing on a battle field with 400 other warriors all wanting nothing more then to pummel each other will bring a smile to my face anyday. Just remembering it brings my blood to a pleasant boil. The weather was amazing too. I have sunburned cleavage and face and I am loving it! Every time I died I was content just to lie in the grass and feel the warm breeze caress my battered soul. Even the mud puddles brought out a childish delight as I splashed through them in pursuit of my enemies. I am worn out though. I fought long and hard and having eaten not much more then tuna and oranges all weekend, my body collapsed once it found the warmth of the car on the way home.